Lovely...It might be soon.

Lovely...


soon I might not be here...


I am struggling with what to do.


I feel overwhelmed. I'm sorry I cannot ask you how you are today...


....I want you to be happy.

And smile for me.

Seeing you smile makes me feel happy.

I'm scared.

it feels like it would be the best course of action.


I can't see my future.

I can't see my past.

I can barely see the present.


today...I've had to struggle with an old friend I love very much...

...and a Boyfriend who frightens me...


.....I want to make it all stop, Lovely...

.....but if you smile for me.

you'll make it easier...

...I love you Lovely.

Remeber. You will always be loved.

"A flower.
A simple gift,
Pressed to Last,
Found in the future,
Loving memories of past."