Lovely. I choose today.

Lovely.


Today is the day.


I refuse to back down.


I'm glad I got to know you in the past few days.

You're a good friend to listen.

I'm scared.

But I know everyone and myself will be better off.

I'll make a post before the final time.

For now.

Wishing all were cured.
Holding my heart close.
Hatred for me, assured.
Silence in the mind.
Over in peace,
Held so gently.
I whisper my words.
Of feeling once had.
Now gone, but memory,
Sweet and succulent.
I'll miss it.
I'll miss the earth.
A Dark Heart Silenced.
In utter bliss.


Remember, Lovely.

You are Loved in places you least expect,
from the people farthest from you.

You are loved.

Lovely...It might be soon.

Lovely...


soon I might not be here...


I am struggling with what to do.


I feel overwhelmed. I'm sorry I cannot ask you how you are today...


....I want you to be happy.

And smile for me.

Seeing you smile makes me feel happy.

I'm scared.

it feels like it would be the best course of action.


I can't see my future.

I can't see my past.

I can barely see the present.


today...I've had to struggle with an old friend I love very much...

...and a Boyfriend who frightens me...


.....I want to make it all stop, Lovely...

.....but if you smile for me.

you'll make it easier...

...I love you Lovely.

Remeber. You will always be loved.

"A flower.
A simple gift,
Pressed to Last,
Found in the future,
Loving memories of past."

Hello, Lovely.

Hello Lovely..

I've missed you.


Are you well?

I hope so.



Me?


Today, I withstood several hurts and disappointments.


I don't know how to handle it.

No one is able to help me.

But the key, I guess.


Is I need to help myself.


I don't know how...

Ah..but me aside Lovely.


Todays poem is for life.


Soft green grasses
Petals and pollen
Brush my glasses.

I smile, and gaze up

The sun is so lovely,

I hold my head up,
And shut my eyes.

The wind smells so sweet.

Can you close your eyes lovely?

And smell and see what I want to see?


Lovely.

I grow ever nearer my end.

But I love you.

And you may not love me.

But Remember, Lovely.

You are Loved.
And always will be.